Hello, hello, hello! Lamanya tak on blog. Rindu sangat nak menaip. Tapi Beeha dah kekurangan idea dan topik untuk menulis. Tapi harini nak bagitahu yang handbag dan set pinggan mangkuk dari USA ada promotion sale!!! Handbag seperti Coach, Kate Spade, Michael Kors, Tory Burch, Aldo dan juga set pinggan mangkuk seperti Corelle, Le Creuset, Portmeirion, Staub dan lain-lain lagi. 

Beeha nak promote yang Beeha dan kawan ada buat perkhidmatan personal shopper barang-barang dari USA. Sesiapa yang berminat dengan barang-barangan yang Beeha mentionkan di atas, boleh follow channel telegram kami untuk survey harga promotion. Boleh cuci-cuci mata jugak! Hihi. Kami juga terima order barang selain di atas jika ada permintaan. Setiap kali ada promotion sahaja, kami akan update kepada anda. Meh cepat-cepat follow channel telegram kami sementara tengah SALE sekarang!! 😃😃

Assalamua'laikum bloggers! I'm back with new story. Quite interesting! And really want to share my experience doing Pap Smear or it can be called as Pap Test. This is my first time doing the test. Of course, I was very nervous! Luckily, I can sleep the night before the test.

Before that, I want to share what is the Pap test for? It is actually a screening test for cervical cancer. It tests the presence of precancerous on your cervix. It is recommended for girls/women 21 years old and above to do the test once in three years. If you want to know more, you guys can take a look on this WEBSITE. 

But there is one Q&A that catch my eyes. See below.. So, this test not only for girls yang sexually active. Sesiapa pun disarankan untuk buat test ni tiga tahun sekali. Expecially, 21 years old above! This age has high risk for getting this cancer cervix.

Macam biasa, ikut procedure Health Clinic di USA kena isi borang, check suhu badan (due to COVID19) and wait for them to call you. Masa Beeha sampai dekat situ, I forgot to wear face mask. So, they gave one for me! After a few minutes waiting outside, they called my name. I was getting nervous! They took weight and measured my height. After that, they brought me to a room. The health clinic employee asked me few questions, such as do I allergic to any medicine? how many siblings I have? do they have health issue? do I have other health issue today? and etc. Then, took my blood pressure reading. The Pap Test was not start yet.

I needed to wait for the doctor. Just now, she was not a doctor maybe a health clinic assistant? About 5 minutes, the doctor came. Again, she asked a lot of questions. How's my day? How's your period cycle? Has normal discharged? Sexually active? Do you active sports? Any allergic you have? Are you feeling good? Do you have depression these few weeks? And I was like... She seemed can read my mind. Hahahha. She told me this was apart of COVID19 questions and also just to ensure I'm good for today test.

So, instead of pakai baju hospital.. Diaorang bagi Beeha pakai gown yang diperbuat ala-ala dari tisu mungkin. Tapi yang tak mudah terkoyak. I think they use this kind of gown sebab situation COVID19 sekarang. Nak elakkan dari share pakaian. So, better use yang pakai buang macam ni. Feeling awkward tho at that time. Paling Beeha cuak, kalau terkoyak macam mana ni. Hahhaha. You guys can see the picture below!

She gave me 5 minutes to undress all my cloth. Then, Beeha terus duduk dekat kerusi baring tu. First, the doctor did physical exam. Checked my ear, nose and mouth. Checked my heartbeat, abdomen and also breast test. This is also my first time did the breast test. AWKWARD again.. But, she reminded me to check the breast every month usually a few days after your period ended. Do not know how to do breast self-exam?? Click HERE. Finally, is it the time for Pap Test! I was anxious and frightened. Beeha sempat lagi tanya, "Is it pain doing this test?" And she answered,"Ermm, I cannot lie. But, I don't want to frighten you either. And you also don't have sexual intercourse experience. What I can say, it causes some pressure in your vagina. Don't worry, I will help you.. I will say when is the right time for you to take a deep breath because it can help you relax your muscle and reduce the pain." 

Okay, I think I'm ready... Doctor asked me to lie down and push forward my butt until I felt I wanted to fall from that chair, but not really fall down. Kiranya, punggung Beeha tu betul betul hujung kerusi tu lah. Then, dia tarik tempat letak kaki and I need to put my leg on that. 

So you girls can see macam picture kat atas tu. I'm not really remember the name of the devices she used for the test. Therefore, I found the picture above from Mr. Google! She did show me all the devices she used and explained to me how she's going to do. Even heard her explanation, I could imagine how's the situation for next minutes. T.T

Doktor tu pun cakap dia ready nak masukkan speculum dalam vagina. She asked me to take a deep breath and blow it slowly. It just last for few seconds onlyyyy!! After that, I said "Argh!" Even though, Beeha dah try to relax tapi tak jadi.. So, my butt contracted and tensed up. I could not bear the pain.. Bukannya nak takotkan korang, tapi ni first time yang rasa macam tak boleh tahan laa rasa nak jerit. Mulut dah kering dah waktu tu. Dengan pakai mask lagi, rasa macam tak cukup oxygen! Tiba-tiba terbayang macam mana la mak-mak melahirkan anak tu. Mesti lagi sakit. Aku yang sikit macam ni pun dah rasa nak nangis.

So, she stopped for a while, and asked me either I'm okay or not for her to continue push the speculum. Dia cakap kena sampai click tu baru okey dia nak amik sample. Lima kali jugak laa dia push the speculum and the last click tu baru success. I did not know how to describe.. Rasa senak and sakit sikit. Dah siap ambil sample, dia masukkan pula dua jari dalam vagina untuk check kedudukan cervix. But, it did not take too much time for the test. Last thing, the doctor took my blood sample for HIV test. The doctor said it took few days to get the result. If the result is good, she will email me. If not, she will call me and setup for the next appointment. 

This Pap Test is covered under my health insurance for every three years. Untuk kat Malaysia, Beeha tak familiar adakah klinik kesihatan adakan free Pap test? Anyone yang tahu boleh comment di bawah. 😁

P/S: Dah balik rumah tu ada bleeding sikit, but don't worry doctor cakap itu benda biasa. Time nak kencing tu, I was a bit worry and sikit laa rasa ngilu. Sekali jer, after that I'm okay! ^^

Guess who excited with the latest Urban Decay palette??! - ME!!!

Hi, Assalamua'laikum bloggers.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. Harini Beeha nak share dengan korang semua a happy news! My friend and I just started small business which we sell authentic makeup from USA. For now, we are only taking preorder for Colourpop brand. Glossier and Kylie are coming later.. Whoever interested to buy Colourpop makeup, you guys can check out our instagram, @dmakeuphub! Just DM us if you want to place order. Because this brand is from USA, it takes about 14-20 business days to arrive to your house! It can be delayed due to our situation with COVID19 now.

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All of us tak ready lagi. Betulkan tudung jap. Photographer pun tak kira dulu.

Dua Lipa Malaysia. Hahhahaha

Hey! Hello semua. Dah sebulan Beeha menyepi. Semenjak COVID 19 ni menular, class pun online jer, maka Beeha pun banyak habiskan masa untuk online class. Semua benda nak online, so blog Beeha terpaksa diketepikan dahulu. Dah habis sem, baru Beeha berjanji nak update blog semula.

Harini dah masuk dua minggu cuti, setelah habis final. Bosan jugak dua minggu ni dekat rumah. Beeha dah laa takda summer class. Memang chill laa summer ni, 3 bulan cuti. Asalnya plan nak balik Malaysia, 20 March ni. Then, flight ticket cancelled! Dah laa Qatar tak email apa-apa. Dah dengar ramai sangat cakap flight cancel.. So, Beeha pun direct message kat twitter Qatar tanya flight Beeha. Lastly, diaorang cakap cancel. Ehhh.. Macam tu jer eh?? Dah laa tak inform kat email. Sakit hati pulak. Tapi, takpe lah jugak sebab parents kata takyah balik buat masa ni. Biar lah flight cancel pun, no need cari tarikh baru. Sedihnyaa.. Raya kat USA lagi tahun ni. T.T



Duk cakap bosan, bosan dan bosan.. Beeha pun start laa tengok drama kat Netflix. Selalu tengok series English je. Tiba-tiba haritu start tengok drama Korea. HAHAHAHA. Beeha ni punya laa susah tahu tak kalau layan cerita Korean ni. Malas nak start, takut nanti tak berhenti tengok. Selagi episod drama tu tak habis, I will keep continue.. Mata bengkak tak tidur pun sanggup, sebab nak habiskan cepat! Tak boleh control kalau dah start tengok satu episod. Hehehe.

My housemate bukak lah drama A Korean Odyssey. Padahal ni drama tahun 2017. Tak pernah tengok lagi. Sekali dah start tengok sampai episod 3, rasa best pulak. Tiap kali sahur, sambil makan kitaorang tengok Korean Odyssey ni. Hahahhaa. Dah tengok, terminat lah dengan Lee Seung Gi ni. Tengok dia berlakon dalam Korean Odyssey ni rasa macam lawak je. Tapi, ending sedih pulak. Ingat nak happy ending together, tapi tak macam disangkakan. Hmm.

Dah minat dengan lakonan dia, terus laa layan Vagabond. Series kat Netflix terbaru dia berlakon. This one, ramai cakap plot cerita slow. Tapi, aku layan jugak sebab ada Lee Seung Gi. Hahahha. Jalan cerita dia not bad, and buat aku curious. Lagi sekali, ending dia buat aku kecewa. Bukan happy ending jugak! Pastu, tergantung pulak tu. Kenapa macam ni... Seriously, Beeha mengharapkan ada Season 2!

Sekarang ni, macam nak start tengok Gu Family Book and King of Two Hearts. Tapi, both ni ada kat drama cool je. Tak best sangat sebab banyak iklan.. Plus, drama tu drama lama. So tak HD sangat laa. Boleh je untuk tengok, still okay. Beeha je cerewet nak HD lah apelah. Hohohoo.

Any suggestion drama Korea yang best2? Sila tinggalkan comment di bawah, okay? ^^

Hello bloggersku! Siapa rasa Beeha dah lama tak online di blog selama ni?? Last Beeha update pun pasal sambut birthday Beeha yang ke 23. Selepas tu, Beeha memang sibuk dengan exam. Tambah pulak dah start "Stay At Home" ni.. Semakin tiada mood nak update blog. Rasa macam tak boleh nak fikir content apa nak ditulis dekat sini.

Sejak 14 March, Beeha memang start cuti untuk Spring break. Kemudian, ditambah 2 minggu lagi cuti disebabkan Covid-19 ini. Dalam tengah duk cuti tu, dapat news Spring break akan dilanjutkan lagi seminggu dan kelas akan jadi online sehingga habis semester. Jadi, Spring break dah jadi dua minggu dan selepas tu barulah start online class. Sedih sebenarnya.. Macam-macam benda tergendala. Patutnya tahun ni commencement Beeha, tapi terpaksa ditangguhkan. My final design project pun buat setakat termampu je. Barang-barang yang kena guna power supply, mostly tinggal dekat lab dan building sekarang dah tutup. So, tak dapat nak amik barang-barang tu semua. Hanya barang yang ada adalah model kaki, wrap dan probe compartment je yang kitaorang pegang. Dah dapat arahan dari prof, kitaorang masih jalankan project tu setakat yang mampu dan kena record video untuk presentation.




Setakat ni study online kat rumah, banyaknya ke laut lah. Ada satu kelas ni, kitaorang macam kena study sendiri je. Dia takda bagi video lecture langsung. Belajar semata-mata notes yang dia tulis. Pening kepala jugak sebab tak banyak description untuk faham mathematical model dalam notes yang dia tulis tu. Nak buat homework pun tergaru-garu kepala tak faham. And Beeha banyak membebel je sebab tak tahu nak buat. Aku tenung lecture notes tu kat page 56 sampai tembus ke page 100 dah.

Macam gambar kat atas, buat homework sambil layan cartoon tak pun drama Melayu ataupun movie/series kat Netflix. Cakap pasal series kat Netflix, macam macam pulak cerita tengah hot sekarang. Tapi, Beeha masih simpan dan tak start tengok lagi series2 tersebut. Sebab, once aku dah start tengok. Satu kerja tak berjalan. Maklumlah, series tu dah ada episod sampai habis, memang sampai habis episod Beeha akan tengok! Barulah tenang nak buat kerja. Susah nak control diri-sendiri ni💆