Aku hanya inginkan dia
yang s'lalu dihatiku (yang s'lalu dihatiku)
aku hanya inginkan dia
yang s'lalu disisiku
dimana keinginanku
dimana kemahuanku
selalu inginkan waktu bersama dirimu
takkan ku tinggalkan dirimu
please don't go away, go away
stay with me, stay with me
and i promise that i will stay
please don't go away, go away
stay with me, stay with me
and i promise that i will stay
baby don't you
go go go go go, don't you go away
go go go go go, don't you go away
go go go go go, don't you go away
stay with me, stay with me
baby don't you go away
aku hanya inginkan dia
yang s'lalu dihatiku hoooo
aku hanya inginkan dia
yang s'lalu disisiku
dimana keinginanku
dimana kemahuanku
selalu inginkan waktu bersama dirimu
takkan ku tinggalkan dirimu
please don't go away go away
stay with me stay with me
and i promise that i will stay
please don't go away go away
stay with me stay with me
and i promise that i will stay
baby don't you
go go go go go, don't you go away
go go go go go, don't you go away
go go go go go, don't you go away
stay with me, stay with me
baby don't you go away
break...
please don't go away
stay with me, stay with me
please don't go away
stay with me, stay with me oouhhh
i will stay
i will stay
go go go go go, don't you go away
stay with me, stay with me
baby don't you go away

Hello everyone! Happy weekend!

This weekend, my roommates and I were not busy as last week. We already have our first midterm. So, this weekend we had a potluck with junior YTN (Yayasan Tenaga Nasional). On weekdays, kitaorang sebenarnya jarang masak. Sometimes, masak untuk dua hari makan. Uhhh. Masak simple simple jer asal hilang lapar. Then, one of my roommates bagi idea untuk buat makan-makan dan ajak junior YTN. Okey, Beeha on jer. Seronok bila jamu orang makan. Penat masak pun terus hilang bila tengok orang makan. Kitaorang pun macam tak kenal sangat junior baru. Harini ajak makan boleh lah borak-borak lebih.

Menu kitaorang harini adalah masakan ala ala kampung. Asalnya nak buat nasi kerabu, masalahnya bahan tak cukup. Satu hal lagi sebab tak pernah masak nasi kerabu. Sesiapa yang ada resepi nasi kerabu tu boleh laa share dekat Beeha. Sila tinggalkan link di komen bawah. Heheh. So, takut tak jadi kesian pulak nak jamu orang makan. Kitaorang masak la ayam berempah, pajeri nenas, sotong goreng tepung, sambal belacan dan sambal tempe ikan bilis. Wahhh, banyak kan menu kitaorang. Pukul 9 dah bangun siapkan bahan-bahan. Beeha handle ayam goreng berempah, Amal masak pajeri nenas dan sambal tempe ikan bilis, dan Dayah goreng sotong.

Almost 1pm, Beeha baru siap goreng ayam berempah. Menu yang lain, semua orang dah siap masak. Cun cun dah habis goreng ayam, diaorang pun sampai sambil bawa buah tangan. Nasib diaorang bawakan minuman. Kitaorang ada air masak je kat rumah. 😅

So, sambil ambil makanan, kitaorang perkenalkan diri masing-masing. Dan aku masih confused dengan nama diaorang. Tanya asal dari mana and what surprised me, ada dua orang asal dari Kulim, Kedah. Lahh dekat gila dengan rumah Beeha dalam 20 minit drive. So, excited laa sebab jumpa dengan orang yang kita tahu asal mana. Ada la benda nak borak. Paling kitaorang duk gelak, diaorang nak panggil Kak Beeha and Kak Amal. Memang we said "No, no". Beza setahun je, kenapa nak panggil kakak. HAHAHAH.

Dalam pukul 3 petang macam tu, diaorang pun nak balik dah. Ni pun kelakar jugak. Malaysian tak pernah berenggang dengan selfie. So, kitaorang turun apartment dan ambil gambar dekat bawah.. Lepas ni nak buat menu apa pulak eh? Sila suggestkan menu apa yang best!

Dari kiri: Aqil, Haoyee, Dayah, Me, Amal, Darwish, Priya, Aliah, Yosh and lagi tiga orang aku lupa. T.T

Suddenly, I come out to share about how to practice love yourself. Before this, I always put others and my partner without thinking about myself. Yeahh, I'm talking about relationship and love. When he left me, I felt that I lost myself. For women out there, please and please love yourself first before you give your love to someone else. Put aside about family in this topic, because family always be our number one and of course we love them forever and ever. Right now, I was talking about man. Don't ever give 100% love to them, because when the left you, you lost yourself too. And thats why, you feel so sad and crying all day long.

Here are 7 ways that I can share how you should love yourself first.

1. Forgive your past and arrive in the now.

What does this mean? The most important one, you need to forgive who ever makes you angry and feels bad. I know that sometimes, you feel very bad about that person and don't want to forgive him/her. Feeling stuck and your heart kinda burst! Because of you were very angry and put all the blame on yourself. Takes time and forgive yourself. At the moment, you will relieve. Believe me..

2. Acknowledge who you already are and what you have accomplished.

By now, you should set up back what you want. Aim for your future. Stop thinking all the negativities. Know where you are right now. Like me, I still a student. So, I keep thinking how to motivate my days after this and focus on what I need to achieve.

3. Value yourself and your time. Set boundaries when you have too.

So, this is the continuation from the step above. As you already have your goals, set them when you should achieved. 5 years from now? 10 years from now?? Take these opportunities to treat yourself and spend time with family or friends.

4. Instead of putting yourself down, tell yourself about your good qualities daily.

Every time I pray, I asked Allah to calm my heart and I cried. This is how I do to release all the pain. Then, I looked to the mirror and talked to myself. "Yes you can do it Beeha. Just forgive what he did to you. You should be happy too. I know I can live without him. He doesn't appreciate you! Then, why you still begging him to stay." Do Google some motivation quotes that will boost and motivate you everyday.

5. Practice gratitude. It will change your life.

Gratitude is like an appreciation. So, do thankful to yourself of your achievement right now. Also, do make others happy and it eventually make you happy too!

6. Surround yourself with loving, supportive people. Let go of those that harm you.

I do have small circle of friends and I really trust them. I have high school friends. They are my best friends since we were Form 1 until now. They are very supportive and give me a lot of motivations. As I were far from my home and family, I do spend my time more with my friends. I do often call my family, but I wouldn't talk about relationship at all with them. I prefer my friends.. Other than that, you all can involve with volunteer activities or active in organization. By busying yourself with these activities, you tend to forget all your problem and also "him/her".

7. Stand up for what you deserve. Let people know when they overstepped a line. Be strong for you!

Even though, you got a lot of motivations from your friends and family, it still depends on yourself. People can give more input to you, but you as yourself need to stand up and be strong! Let them know that you can survive and strong to handle any negativity that you/re facing right now.

Hello everyone! I'm back to review Ready Or Not Movie. I was excited to watch this movie actually. If you guys know, I really love to watch horror/thriller movie. So, I was expecting this movie gonna be the best thriller movie. After watching this movie, I would give 6/10 only. Emmm so sad..